夾心

突然間咁就賣左，雖說是父親親口應承，但卻是在母親的壓力下低頭，不過未俾大訂，仲有取消的餘地。賣左，擔憂可能係會少左Ge，不過問題仍然係到…而且跟手有好多迫切的問題。食完飯返到屋企，一邊就叫我勸另一邊買邊到，一邊就係到申。一邊聽到另一邊申，又話起上黎…大家總有各自的故仔，信邊邊呢？我講的野只會引至無休止的爭吵，講講下連我都鬧埋，好似我不分對錯咁…成日話有好多方法可以解決，但又無講過有咩方法…叫大家平心靜氣咁傾，一邊講一邊就唔應，細路仔咁…

BBQ

重陽節假期，琴日一行人本來諗進去大埔踩單車再BBQ，三點幾入到大埔，結果周圍的單車都俾人租晒，問左好幾間都無車，之後就變左淨BBQ。搭車入到大尾督燒烤王，一樣咁多人，連野食都唔夠，等左好耐先可以開始燒…不過等果陣都仲有副牌玩下，又可以玩下煙花…


係夜晚影相，都仲係影得好差，成日都矇左，都要認真學下點Set…點影…

燒下燒下，食埋糖水，返到屋企十二點幾，唔駛太夜訓。仲諗住今朝可以訓晏D，晨早就俾人嘈醒…再訓多陣，就打Tennis，今日成績幾好，打走兩個波，兩個都執得番…不過都係可惜無靚拍玩下…

倦

忙忙忙…悠閒的日子離我太遠，公司有不完的工作，家裡有無休止的家事。感覺到力有不逮，做野又做得好慢好慢好慢…一時間又要Fix Defect，真係好多野唔記得Trace得好慢…返到屋企問題又多，根本就無法處理。早前的事情已經解決，但結果不見得好，這樣的結果只助長他的氣焰，反過來受傷害的又是家人，回來的時候仍伸手要錢，不知悔改。

因這樣衍生的問題，又開始擴大，不知何時兩邊說話的差距再次變遠…彼此再不信任，任何說話也聽不入耳，各有各極端的看法，也許怎說也是多餘的。心情唔多好，做野真係特別燥…雖然要Handle的野對比其他人唔多，唔煩，但係今朝開Notes果陣，真係有D想扔野…做做下又有問題，又成日做錯野…唉…仲記得上莊果陣，話過自己最能夠承受壓力，其實根本就唔係…好彩有三日假…可以抖抖。

Saturday

This Saturday I went to Sai Kung. Woke up at seven such that I can arrive at there before 9:00. Keep leaving late for 3 days this week, feeling quite tired but still needed to wake up on Saturday Morning and even needed to drive. Just a bit later than the time I expected, finally we arrived. You would never visit such place for your life, and this is my first time. Within the fifteen minutes talk, I just saw him crying. Feeling is complicated at that moment. Left there at ten, driving back to Tuen Mun.

Though tired, I had a hair cut. Seems the hairstylist is so free, and kept talking about his wife and his girl friends in his life. After that he asked me about the computer problems =.=. When walking back home, I saw the traffic accident, a lorry flipped over on the road. And I knew that the driver was dead after I watched the news at home. Luckily I couldn't see the bloody scene as quite far away, but it was so poor as the driver is as young as me. After dinner, I needed to help replacing the oily range hood. That's my Saturday.

News

This year I got two news read from the newspaper I can never forget it for my whole life. First news is talking about my mom, and the second news I read it today. Well such news appeared in the newspaper very often, but when it is talking about someone who lived with you during the time you grow up. You really got a mess in your mind... Everytime I try to relax, everytime things happen again...